Be passionate.

May 14th, 2012:

I had a very memorable 20th birthday. A week before my birthday, my mom said that maybe I won’t be able to celebrate my birthday because of super bad news (private;family matters). I was sad to hear that but I think it would be humane and rightful to think of others and consider skipping my 20th bday celebration. Also I can’t stand celebrating and being happy when in fact other problems occurred. So I messaged my friends that I can’t celebrate and invite them. They responded with deep understanding(they know the reason behind). BUT on the day of my birthday MAY 11, 2012, my crazy college friends surprised me. That was really amazing. I was just walking along the corridors at school suddenly they gave me blast of birthday song, card and cake. I SUPER DID NOT EXPECT THAT MOMENT. So after the blast, I attended mass and went home. At home, surprised to see my cousins and other relatives are present. Surprised to see foods along the dinning table because before I went to school, my mother did not cooked or even prepared food so I was really expecting no celebration at all but they planned this all. haha. Little surprises are the best so long as deep and meaningful. I really thought that even CAKE, can’t have it on my birthday but it turns out that my favorite cake was bought. My cousins slept over our house; we watched movie; had chitchats and slept around 3 AM. YEYYY hahaha. 

I thanked all my dear ones who greeted my via text, call, fb, twitter and in person. My college friends for the effort and surprise. My family and relatives for the wonderful kaon2x. THANK YOU AS WIDE AS UNIVERSE :) 

AND THANKS TO LORD ALMIGHTY who never gave up on me and for another year of greatest gift: LIFE. 

May 4th, 2012:

How could you do this to me? I TRUSTED YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. I HAD FAITH ON YOU ONLY TO FIND OUT YOU ARE NOT FAITHFUL AT ALL?? That all this time, you were only pretending I am all you think of everyday. You are flirting with that girl, the worse on twitter pajud. For sure mag text2x pod mo. Bullshit for that. Nothing hurts more than feeling this way. The feeling of being played for. 

Now I realized I don’t deserve this. I was there for you all the time, I was faithful to you. I was willing to do anything for you BUT I WAS!. Now, I AM hurt and tired. I can take the “hurt” part but if I am tired, It’s gonna be “mark my word” basis. I AM ending this up. I came to realize you are not worth my love.

I never want to say goodbye but boy you made it hard to be faithful

Apr 20th, 2012:

I am 19 years of age, am in a relationship right now and this is what I learned about having a boyfriend. This is my view about what is with BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP.

Personally, the secret for long relationships I THINK is not having a perfect love affair. It is not how less often you fight, not because of the number of similarities and the stuffs you both like doing together nor the number of mistakes you did. Those things count but it is the faith that keeps you going.

A relationship would last if both of you are willing not to give up, if both of you is willing to stand up and still try every time one of you or both of you fall. You should not lose hope when you are struck with problems along the way. Give each other hope and hold on as long as you can.

Feb 14th, 2012:

I’m the happiest person today! Thanks to my babe for making my day complete! I love you more than words can say :* thank you BIG! For everything! Now i understand you more. Now i really admit that i love you! Thank you for making me feel special. Just thank you, just LOVE! Hope we’ll be like this all through out. But i know, there will be times na mag-away nasad ta balik or some misunderstanding but we’re gonna face that together. February 14 i will never forget this day. From morning celebration of my mom’s bday then to having a date with my babe! Thank you Lord for making me feel this way.

Feb 9th, 2012:

we talked and i can really feel his sincerity. he explained that it was all about his health condition. What is really with migraine? All i understand in general was that he is taking pain killer medicine and the side effect was that he will fall asleep. That it’s all fruits that he always ate so he doesnt really have much energy to do something. I really wanna take care of him. And he’s allowing me to do that in fact he said he really need me, my help. Now, we’re back to old US. i mean like nothing wrong happens. He gave me chills once again especially his plan for this feb 14 VALENTINES DAY. omg, i was really kilig. HAHA. I just really hope that we will have a good and sweet and memorable moment together thsi valentines day. I just want to write this up coz im inspired. haha, i hope this “good terms” will keep it going.